Catalyst West Coast

OK well there is exactly one more day to register for Catalyst West Coast!! Some maybe wondering why I am ranting on about this conference? Well besides that it's one of the elite conferences on the face of this earth it's also the closest Catalyst conference out here in the west coast! Usually all these conferences are held out in Atlanta, where all the big dogs of ministry are at, but on April 22-24 WE have a chance to experience the full blown out Catalyst experience. Not only that one of my favorite speakers is going to be there, Perry "Flippin" Noble!! this I know for sure, I will never get a chance to go to South Carolina to hear him preach but I will definitely drive a couple hours to do so. Ok ok I'm getting excited just thinking and writing this, I really don't want to get my hopes up for nothing. I sit here staring at their website and man I know this will help me/us out. In this upcoming year myself and a group of others will be launching out to Hawaii under the lead of Pastor Anthony Vasquez to start CWCHawaii. I personally want to be prepared for our church launch and I will have to say that I will do anything to get prepared. So am I really going to go? What do you think, should I? Well only tomorrow will tell.

Amazed by You

S- "...When I saw the woman, I was very amazed. Then the Angel said to me, "Why are you amazed? I will tell you the secret of this woman and the beast she rides-the one with seven heads and ten horns." -Revelation 17:6-7

O- Wow it seems like getting anything out of Revelation is difficult to do, but this one phrase stood out to me "Why are you amazed?" it's funny how we can look back at this soon to end 2008 year, and we stand amazed at everything that has happened both the good and the bad. For some of us we are amazed at how great this year was! maybe it was a wedding, a graduation, or just achieving a new plateau in life. But maybe for others we stand amazed, but not in a good way, at how crazy this year was in the economics of this nation, at the plunges of housing, and the scorching prices of gas. No matter where you stand in the line of amazement I can just picture God asking us, "Why are you amazed?" See for God there is nothing that is going to catch him by surprise, there is nothing that we as mankind can do to shock Him or even...amaze Him. God knew what was going to happen, like I said the good and the bad, in 2008. God stands as Omnipresent, present at all times, Omniscient, all knowing, and Omnipotent, all powerful. So as this new year comes along, remember that nothing amazes God, why? because he already planned our lives, from beginning to end.
A- As 2009 approaches I want to be ready, but even then all my plans may be put on hold as he unfolds his major plan. I stand amazed not because of what I have achieved but because how great God is, that he can use someone like me to attempt to change the world. I can't wait for another amazing year.
P-Lord I give my life to you. That for me this adventure is amazing but for you, it's just what you ordered. Amen.

Sunday Night REwind

• It was so cool to see Ulla & Liz again, man it's been a while since I've seen them. They just have a way to make others smile.
• Knowing that this was the last Sunday of '08 made me want to go all out. I reminded the team about something that Troy said, "In order to start the year strong, we need to finish strong!"
• All morning I had one thing on my mind..."I'm going to the Niner game, yeah!"
• For Christmas, my wonderful girlfriend gave me some niner tickets. 23 years living in the bay, this was my first game EVER!!! Oh ya Niners won baby, woo hoo!!!
• We are still eating tamales :)
• P. Ant preached about vision, wasn't there but God is stirring me up to start declaring a New Vision for 09.
• New Years means new goals. I usually keep up with my goals for at least the first 2 months, but lately my life schedule has been thrown off, I need to get back on track.
• Had a good time in prayer, I truly believe God is stirring me up for something BIG this year, but it's going to cost me something.
• Well that's all for today, this Sunday was AMAZING.
  

Sunday Night REwind

• HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAMSON!!!
  
• Today was a kind of a rough day , we were short handed on staff, but at the end of it all we all played our parts and accomplished every task.
• Although Manny, Tara, & Amanda weren't here to sing the band still did their thing! Mike G. tore it up, Vince hit those ivory keys, Tee well she did what she's always been doing every Sunday, Rueben held it down on the Bass, Troy...well he's just Troy, and Great job Carolyn!
• I really needed to hear today's message. Pastor Ant thanks for doing what God has called you to do.
  
• Here are some quick notes I managed to write during service.
• Robert Sepolveda bought us PIZZA!! yah I was shocked to, haha.
• It was cool hanging out with Praises, Sylvia, BJ, Manda.
• Ate to much pizza, ughhh.
  
• Tonight's service, I preached about ending the '08 Year! I always love this part of the year because I set new goals, gather new vision, and just reflect on the year that has passed.
• WOW a lot has been happening at my dad's church, I have to say he is one of the most successful church planters. I can't wait for CWC Hawaii to launch, it's in my blood.
• Can't wait to talk to Manda before going to bed.
• God is GOOD.
• Finals are almost over, so I'll be back on track with my blog.
  
• Love yall Gnite.
  

Twitter

Well today I was twitter-less, haha! Basically I was left without a phone today (actually I forgot it) so I decided to jot down on a piece of paper what would have been an excellent day to TWITTER. So here goes my day thus far in twitter posts:

• Gmornin Manda, I hope u have a great day! We r havin our Christmas party!
• WOW there is tons of work
• Enjoyed writing Spirit of a survivor.
  
• Wish I could attend @Tonymorganlive mogul meeting
• Yes! going to be a short day @ work since we have a party, hope there is good food :)
• Yummy food :)..
• Ok the chicken isn't so good, a lil dry but I'm hungry.
• @ant6248 wow times are tough, God is Good.
• won a tote bag in the raffle, yes a tote bag???
  
• I'm off work heading home!
• nobodies home :(
• Yess my phone, now time 2 talk to @amikk
• I'm gunna kick it w/ my mommios
  

Spirit of a Survivor

Well today in class my professor said something that really stirred me up he said "You all have a spirit of a survivor!" He mentioned this as he told us to look around the room, there is only a few of us that have lasted this far and we have yet to quit. A spirit of a survivor! how awesome is that.
Today's journaling had a verse that made me think about this "Survivor Spirit" it says:

"I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, I have kept the faith."

Paul, the greatest apostle of all is coming to the end of his legacy and knows without a shadow of a doubt that he has left everything in that ring! that everything he was sent to do has been FINISHED. Although Paul suffered greatly he survived the fight. Any time the bible talks about fighting I can't but help think about Rocky! and I enjoyed his latest movie when he says "It's not about how hard you hit, it's about how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward."

We have all taken some big blows in life, and just like my teacher asked the classroom to look around and see how many people are left, I ask you to look around...See you're still here, you're still standing, You're a survivor.

Building Relationships

Whenever you have a good day it just seems to affect every other area of your life! Yesterday night was an awesome bible study, Tara's prayed for all of us, and I would have to say she was RIGHT ON! A night of worship, tears, the word and cookies what more could we ask for. Last night affected my morning. I woke up earlier and started my day right, and throughout my day I just had several people in my mind and was thinking a lot about my relationships with folks. In a season where we give gifts I was reminded about building relationships. So today I sought to do just that. Any way I could I was going to force myself to build new relationships or just strengthen old ones. Building relationships, for me consisted of:

• Visiting my old crew at StarBucks. It was so great seeing each of them, all though I haven't been there in about 5 months it seemed like we just picked up where we left off. I really enjoyed working at Sbux, and no not because of the FREE drinks but truly because of the relationships I built with each person. And if you are from the CREW and you're reading this, well I missed yall and I'm glad I got to see you today!
• Got to visit my friend Danny. I haven't seen him since his bachelor party when we went bowling. He has been some what of a little brother that I always took pride in protecting. I remember when he lived with us for a while he taught me how to make a quesadilla. Anyways my friend Danny is married now and living with his wife. Although they're young they are both growing and learning. He gave me great advice that maybe some young couples will never hear. I was glad he was open and vulnerable when he talked about his relationship. Thanks Danny! (The food was good huh?)
• And lastly the last way I built relationships was through networking services such as my 2 big ones Twitter & Facebook. Some may say I twitter too much, but I don't think so, anyways twitter has helped me network not just with our team but also with other church planters all over the US. I didn't know much about it but now I am seeing the benefits of twitter! next is Facebook, now I am still new to it just have around 2 months of using it and so far it has helped me to connect not just with fellow church followers but also with my old friends. I always post something there and who knows that if one time they get a chance to read this blog maybe something will spark in them to change. (I am praying for that)

Glad to say that today was a day filled with building and building relationships that will last.

How will YOU build relationships that will LAST?

Sunday Night REwind

• Well before I start writing some thoughts about today I gotta mention yesterday's fight...Pacquiao Kicked some BUTT!!
• This morning was an unusual one I woke up earlier than usual so I decided to read my bible. You know when you just open it and ask God let this word be for me (I know you've done that before or am I the only one?) well it landed on Psalms 90 a verse that stood out to me and showed itself to be true in today's service was Psalms 90:2 "...You are God. You have always been, and You will always be."
• One of our church members went to be with the Lord. I know it was a hard day for the family to be there but I was so glad that they showed up. It encouraged me and I hope that today's message was an encouragement to them as well. You can read more about our Pastors heart In the "Matters of life and..."
• Although it seemed like service would have a gloomy cloud over it's head, the church came together as a family and became the support for the Apolinar family. When you hurt, we hurt.
• So Amanda created an awesome icebreaker/intro skit, alot of people said it was funny but nobody was able to record it, boo :( but I did manage to save a short practice of Zai and I, he did a great job.
• The "Grinch" was a successful service, wonder if we could have played it out for a whole month?
• After it was all said and done I couldn't just go home without seeing Amanda. She's been real sick the past few days, but I'm glad she's getting her rest. (remember keep drinking OJ and take your medicine, night quil is good, huh?)
• Forgot My sister went to the NINERS game, I'm jealous :( at least we won, yesss! what now raider fans, haha!
• Talked to my brother, he always knows how to enourage me when I'm down, thanks bro.
• getting ready for church service, I'm debating if I should turn tonight into a teaching service rather than a preaching service.
  
• On another note keep my dad and his church in prayers (MISION CRISTIANA EL CALVARIO) they are looking to buy a place they can call home, I'm so excited for them!!
• As MCEC keeps on growing I'm learning that leadership is desperately needed. How do you develop leaders, but leaders that will remain faithful and want to work?
  
• Took the boys out for some In-N-Out...I honestly hate In-N-Out, YUCK! but it was cool taking the boys and just talking about life. Some times you just got to get away from the church setting and just be you.
• Ok I'm wrapping things up, long day but a good day.
• Keep Amanda in your prayers she's feeling under the weather Get well soon Manda Panda :)
• Gnite every1
  

Guest Journal

Well tonight's journal comes from someone close to my heart my BIG brother, Orlando. I have and will always look up to him he uses simple words but his words seem to always reach deep to everyone's heart, so I pray that this quick journal entry gives you hope, brings back joy, and challenges you.

"For you were once darkness, but now you are light in the Lord. Walk as children of light" -Ephesians 5:8

My old ways aint gunna cut it no more. Ever since I accepted the Lord as my savior I'm challenged to be the light, I represent the big man “GOD”. Not my will be done but his will.
Living out here alone away from every body has been tuff I have to admit, out of all the test or challenges I have faced walking the righteous path is the most difficult of all but yet it is rewarding. I thank God for every opportunity he has given me and the people he has surrounded me with. I just try to remember to lead by example you can talk the talk and play the part but if you aint living or practicing what you preach well its all in vain.

Characters is all you have and character is what people see so watch your thoughts, for they become words. Watch your words, for they become actions. Watch your actions, for they become habits. Watch your habits, for they become character.Watch your character, for it becomes your destiny......

Thank you Lord for all that you have done help me to continue to stay strong in your word guide me and use me I love you and I need you amen……………………….

Knowing God's Promises

"I pray also that you will have greater understanding in your heart so you will know the hope to which he has called us and that you will know how rich and glorious are the blessings God has promised his holy people." -Ephesians 1:18


One of my favorite spots to hang out and read the bible or any other book is Starbucks. I just enjoy the people, the music, the setting, oh yeah and the iced chai latte (or Horcahta that's what I like to call it) It seems like everything makes my experience there a great one! So as I was in Sbux yesterday I came along this verse and I started to think "How do I KNOW the promises of God? What do they SAY about me?"
For the longest of time I always wished I had internet service here at Sbux, it would just make my experience even better. I remember times when I'd bring my laptop and just stare at it in hopes that I would magically receive internet someway somehow, but nothing. Not to long ago I asked my mom what kind of service plan we have and what is included in our plan, to my surprise our plan ALREADY includes free wifi at any AT&T hotspot!
So what I'm trying to say is this, that the internet service, the one I so desperately wished I had, I already had it. It was already mine, but because of my lack of KNOWING I wasn't able to receive it.
Many of us live life that way, walking around with the promises of God right in front of us but because our lack of knowledge we aren't able to receive them. Dig through the scriptures and search for the promises of God and once you have it hold on to it and come into agreement that HIS promise is YOUR promise.

I AM SECOND

Going through my daily blog roll this website "I AM SECOND" was mentioned. Not knowing what it was all about, I was glad I came across it. If you have time check it out, it's pure testimonies of people that you and I might know. Some are actors, athletes, and musicians. I clicked on a familiar face, Josh Hamilton, some might not know who he is but he's a baseball player who made a tremendous comeback last year in the MLB. As I watched his clip it gave me goosebumps, not because it's a sad story but because you see the power of God and His work in someones life.
I thought to myself...If I was on that hot seat what would I say? (maybe i'll make my own video)
All the videos conclude with a declaration and I want to end this with the same declaration...I AM SANTOS SAMAYOA AND I AM SECOND.

Missing my Bro

Well as you may all know my brother came down last week for the holidays. We always have a great time when he's around. Since my brother is super buff now, he decided to help my mom workout, I caught a glimpse of the strenuous workout it's pretty funny :) here is a quick peek into my families life, hope you like it!

The First

Everyday at work I have a chance to catch up on listening to podcasts and hearing many great pastors like Craig Groeschel, Andy Stanley, Perry Noble, Steven Furtick, T.D. Jakes and many more. Todays sermons all touched up on a basic truth, tithing. Now I blogged about this before you can check it out here. But today their messages challenged me to evaluate what God has given me and decide if I should go beyond the regular 10%.
Not only that as I was on my Exodus Journey I encountered a whole chapter that lines up with tithing so to me this is definitely a sign from God. Exodus 22:29 is the verse that pushed me over the edge "Do NOT hold back your offering from the first of your harvest and the first wine that you make.."
I honestly believe that God gave me this position and job that I am in at CPMC. I look at myself and wonder sometimes "what the heck am I doing here? I don't suppose to be going up this ladder this quickly, but I am." This job is definitely God because I know that by my own merits I would not be here. Reminds me of the Joseph story.
Listening to these sermons you can't but help to get excited about giving but what about when God puts it in your heart to raise your tithe? is that biblical? can you really do that? or is that some way of trying to be better than everyone else? these are the thoughts and questions that rise, but on the other hand I also think God gives me 100% of my check he deserves way more than 10%, God has been too good to me, my family, and to my church.
I read a commentary that I want to share with everyone pertaining to the principal of tithing here it is:

"Get into the habit of tithing as soon as you have the time, money, or talent. Tithing is not just about money. It's about whatever God gives you as gain. You might discover that you have more time than you used to . Give 10 percent back to God. You may be blessed with additional abilities or position or power. Give 10 percent to His agenda."

Tithing does not only consist of our money how about if we would give God the first of our time, money, and talents? If there is 24 hours in a day then that means 10% of that is 2 hours and 40 minutes dedicated to God and God alone.

God I thank you because I can honestly say that I AM RICH! maybe not according to wallstreet but according to you I am. I have everything I need family, friends, a church, clothes, food, and some money in my account. Throughout this day i wrestled with the thought of giving more mainly because I know that you have given me a lot more sometimes more than I deserve. Lord forgive me for not taking this job more seriously, thinking thoughts that I shouldn't be the one doing this. Lord you placed me here not man, and I believe that this job will be my starting point in saving and stewarding money not the way i know how but the way you direct me to. I think about Hawaii, marriage, and the future and worry about finances; God I don't want to worry anymore so with this I say...I Trust you.

Throughout the whole messages I've come to a conclusion, GOD DOESN'T NEED OUR MONEY, WE NEED GODS BLESSINGS.

Sunday Night REwind

• I received a text at 6am from m brother as he headed out to the airport back to SD, man I miss him already. Can't wait for Christmas!
  
• Great service today, Pastor Dan & Masters Commission ministered, you know it was going to be good.
  
• Sermon title "Raise your Praise" (doesn't that just PUMP you up?) the walls of Jericho were knocked down by the praise of the Israelites.
• The Jericho video has to be one of my new favorite human videos, you can check out a quick bit here.
• I had a chance to break bricks today, yes I broke bricks! I was the letter E in J-E-R-I-C-H-O. Every time I break bricks I always get injured but besides a couple scratches I'm good.
• We went out to eat with the Portillo's after church, it's always a blessing to see them and learn from them. Love you guys.
• Well Leebo & Sabrina's wedding was yesterday and it was a success! thanks for letting me be a part of the celebration.
• Yesterday I was asked by almost everyone "Hey Santz so when's your wedding?" all this wedding talk has made me think a lot about marriage. So we'll have to wait to see what the Lord has to say about what the future holds.
• After our lunch I had a chance to kick it with Amanda, it was great! we went to the park where I asked her out. Whenever we go out there we just enjoy the view and reflect on how far we have come. Thanks for the memories :)
• Working on this quick video, it's getting late I'm tired.
• Overall today was a GREAT day!! a life well lived.
• Gnite...I hope
  

Set Margins

Moses told the Lord, "The people cannot come up on Mount Sinai, because you yourself told us, 'Set a limit around the mountain, and set it apart as holy.' " -Exodus 19:23

The Lord teaches Moses and the the Israelite the Law of "Margins." In each of our lives we need margins or how this text put it, limits. Ever seen a football game where the receiver makes not just a tremendous catch but he also manages to keep both feet in bounds which in return makes it a fair catch. Margins help the game stay in control and also helps our lives stay in control. I have recently been introduced to the real world. Working 8 hours, leading a team, expected performance, school, relationship, ministry, and a whole lot of driving. My life can seem and is real draining. I need to develop margins in my life to gain control of it or else I will be living life aimlessly.
Another thing I enjoyed about this verse was the last 5 words "...set it apart as holy." As we make margins in our lives we also have to set apart margins that are HOLY. These margins are the ones that are irreplaceable, unmovable, priceless. No matter what comes I already know and understand that I have set apart some time for what is holy. Now Holy doesn't always have to mean something spiritual. For some your Holy Margins are time with your family, Date night, or exercise.
As I think about these words that I'm writing i'm asking myself what are my margins that are HOLY, set in stone? So I gathered my top 5

Holy Margins

1. Devotion with the Lord in the mornings.
2. Watching "House of Payne" every Wednesday with my sister.
3. Telling Amanda Goodnight anyway possible .
4. Spending time with my family.
5. Encouraging my team.

Looking at your life what "MARGINS" do you need to set? which are your "Holy Margins?"

Sunday Night REwind

•Great end to a Great series!
•P. Ant brought it, again. That a way to finish "30 days to live." I think this was one of our most effective series so far.
•Amanda DANCED!! I love seeing her dance, she's the best. Here's a quick peek of her dance "Remind Me" (not the best quality, boo)
•No one showed up for our single adult class, but it's a learning process. Although there was a no show Troy and I had a chance to brainstorm some quick ideas about how we can promote this group. (if you have any feel free to leave a comment, we want to learn)
•Went to eat at Las Vegas taqueria, it was good but living in SF i'm really picky about my mexican food.
•WOW Leebo & Sabrina have about a week left before they get married! I'm so excited for them.
•It was so touching hearing Manny talk about how his daughter is about to be married soon. It must be hard for a parent to let go of their baby.
•P.Dan comes next week, can't wait, hopefully they do "JERICHO"
•Going to go to bed soon, this might be the earliest I've gone to bed this whole week.
•So ThanksGiving is coming up soon, any plans? traditions?

Guest Journal

I suddenly woke up real early today not sure why? so I decided I was going to pray but all of a sudden I was lead to read a journal entry that one of my friends sent me. Samson Lepisi, is one of the strongest men I know, he truly lives up to his name "Samson." Anyways I love that I have been able to see this young man grow in the ranks of Masters Commission. So this morning I want to say thank you Sam, and with his permission I want to share the same journal that encouraged and challenged me to keep going!

S- "Examine yourselves, to see whether you are in the faith. Test yourselves. Or do you not realize this about yourselves, that Jesus Christ is in you?—unless indeed you fail to meet the test! I hope you will find out that we have not failed the test. But we pray to God that you may not do wrong—not that we may appear to have met the test, but that you may do what is right, though we may seem to have failed." -2 Corinthians 13:5-7

O- What I believe Paul is talking about is never giving up. test yourself, whether you are in the faith. I thank God so much for a free will because if we didn't have it then what cause we are fighting for. I mean don't get me wrong having a good perfect life is good but imagine how much growth we will have spiritually if we've gone through difficult situations. Paul is saying, test yourself. You know sometimes we believe that once we are saved then we are always saved. Listen, "God is far more than just one miracle in your life and if we live off of just one, than we have limited ourselves of more." A test is an opportunity to overcome, we cant look at it as a downfall, a stumbling block but a chance to look at our problems as stairs, "the more steps you take, the higher you go." We will fail, don't get me wrong! we will fail but just know that failure is not an option in life, its a tool to help others overcome.

A- I apply this word to my walk this day and also in life. I found out my popz in the hospital. I know through this, my faith is being tested and i believe that my faith will grow stronger. Only God brings the increase.

P- God I thank you so much for what you have done. God through the good and the bad i will still worship you. God give me strength. I love you so much. Thank you. Amen

Pushing the envelope

As we are strolling into the closing of another year we, as a church are pushing the envelope. Lately at CWC Milpitas we have been driven to change the way we do church. Yes we are sticking with what has brought us success but we are changing things up, we are pushing the envelope. Lately Pastor Anthony has been speaking to us, his team, about one word innovation. You could check out his post on it right here. We've decided to change a few things especially in this series "30 days to live." Each week we've been changing things up.
First it was unfolding this series, weren't really sure how people would have taken it but I think it is making all of us think, second we introduced a new face lift to our stage. Who could've thought that a couple of lights here and there would make such a difference, and lastly we brought out a coffin to make a statement that life is to short not to live it out. So what's next? well for that you'll just have to check it out or keep posted.

Sunday Night REwind

•Today was a special day, Troy and I got to speak! We did a little tag team action, it went GOOD!
•"30 Days to Live" has been a challenging series. Makes me evaluate how I am living my life.
• In preparing this message God really spoke to me that "A legacy Isn't built on what you have, but it's built on what you give."
•Jesus' Legacy has outlasted Him because He GAVE His life. What are you giving to build a Godly Legacy?
•Amanda got to lead a song today, she did great!
•Ask yourself these 3 questions:
1.How do you want your wife/husband to remember you?
2.How do you want your children to remember you?
3.How do you want your grandchildren to remember you?
•Thanks P.Ant these little steps help us grow.
•I received a package in the mail today, wonder what it is? haha I know, but I might post on it next week.
•So far at my dads church youth services have been amazing, although we may not have the best musicians or singers we just had a time of worship. I can't explain it, it was just a peaceful spirit.
•The Youth spoke about the 5 fold ministry. We may not know it all but we are learning. Imagine a church working on all 5 cylinders?
•Gunna try to go to bed early tonight, so Gnite every1.

The BIG 5

I've decided to start a new series here on my blog, it's going to be entitled "The BIG 5" basically I'm going to ask 5 BIG questions to a single random individual, it may even be YOU! At least once a month you will be seeing one new person answering the BIG 5!
Excited? I am, I wonder who should be first? any thoughts? Ok well I hope this goes good and starts catching on. Hey if you want me to ask you "The BIG 5" just let me know. Alright so just be on the look out for "The BIG 5" it's coming soon, real soon.

CWC World Changers Conference '08 (Pics)

So here are a few pictures of the night at CWC World Changers Conference. Not the best it was hard to take pictures there, lighting was bad but here you go!

Someone NEEDS our HELP!

Christmas is around the corner what are you going to buy? or better yet what are you going to GIVE?
What happens when people come together for 1 cause? impossible vanishes. This Christmas will you HELP make a DIFFERENCE in a child's life? As a kid I thought Christmas was all about me, but now as I get older the table has turned and I'm realizing that there is more to Christmas than receiving a gift. There are several other people nonetheless children who will go without. Won't you help us today?
Lead Pastor Shaun King and The Courageous Church down in Atlanta, will be starting this amazing campaign, check it out at "500uniforms.org" to raise money for children whom this Christmas will not have a gift under their tree. Help make a difference in the world, your world!
Honestly you can probably read this and just skip it, but if it moves or stirs you up in any way why not help out those in need. I can say that I just finished donating $25.00 to go towards some young kids uniform, I did my part how about you?
-If you decide to donate, which I hope you do, leave a comment explaining why?-

Sunday Night REwind

Quick recap about one of the BEST Sundays that I have experienced EVER!!

• The Sun was out, you knew it was going to be a good day!
• The night before we set up the stage with a new face lift, it totally changed the atmosphere.
• I was amazed at how much of a difference a little bit of lights can make.
• Pastor Anthony posed a question that still has me thinking "How will your WORSHIP look like if you only had 30 days to live?"
• Thank You Tara for igniting a fire in me. What you said stirred me up, "If I only had 30 days to live this is NOT how I'm going to worship."
• As a team we keep on pushing the envelope, and it seems to be working.
• Leia said my name or something like it. She calls me "Tan-Tos" haha it's cool, I like it!
• Evelyn & Carolyn hooked it up, with some shrimp tacos :) and enchiladas. Just a quick way to say thank you to our pastor.
• At my dad's church the youth service was taken over by testimonies, God is doing great things in every ones lives.
• The Lord spoke a word to me for a young man, I delivered it with authority and he thanked me, it was all God He knew what this young man needed to hear.
• Went over the 5 fold ministry it was tough but they seemed receptive.
• Church was fun!
• Got to kick it with my family and my girlfriend! we had a time of talking politics and laughing!
• Amanda knows the right words to say, she encouraged me, made me feel like the MAN!
• God is GOOD!!!!
  

CWC World Changers Conference

Yesterday was our very own CWC World Changers Conference, but more than that it was going to be a time of ordination. Several individuals from our very own CWCSJ were given the title of Ministers and Pastors! Individuals such as Julie Grimes, Jenny Santana, Katalina Lopez, James Landa, and Anthony Vasquez. It was a time of worshiping, honoring, and celebrating. For me I was proud of each and every person who was on the frontlines, I know it's not easy but these individuals have fought the good fight, but it doesnt stop here it's just the start of a new chapter. Proud of you guys! (I'll be posting some pictures pretty soon!)

On another note our Senior Pastor, Pastor Dan Vera, TORE IT UP!! speaking on the valley of dry bones he brought a whole new element, that I myself haven't heard before. Here are some quick notes:

• Ezekiel 37:1-3
  
• The Valley is where you will be formed.
• The hand of the Lord is upon YOU!
• Your abilities mean nothing without the Hand.
• The things you go through will characterize your ministry.
• He brings you out to bring you to your destiny.
• When God places you there no one can take you away!
• You don't pastor a church, you pastor a city!
  
• The Results are up to God!

"Who Said that?"

• "When a man realizes his littleness, his greatness can appear!" -H.G Wells
• "How does one become a butterfly? You must want to fly so much that you are willing to give up being a caterpillar." -Trina Pallus
• "When you come to the end of your rope, tie a knot and hang on!" -Franklin D. Roosevelt
• "Give me 100 preachers who fear nothing but sin and desire nothing but God, and I care not a straw whether they be clergymen or laymen; such alone will shake the gates of hell and set up the kingdom of heaven on Earth. God does nothing but in answer to prayer." -John Wesley
• "The worst thing that could ever happen to a fighter happened, you got CIVILIZED!" -Mickey
• "Lead by your convictions not your conditions." -SantZ
• "When you're not self-controlled, you're out of control." -Shaun Blakeney
• "Nothing is real if you don't believe in yourself!" -Rocky
• “The biggest barrier to other people seeing the beauty God has put in you may be you.” -Perry Noble
  

Our New President!

Today was a historic day! whether you are a Obama follower or a McCain follower today we elected a new president. Something that I enjoyed about this years election was number 1. I got to vote! I've always had this mindset that "oh why vote it's not like if it's going to count?" well if you think like that, then you're wrong, your vote does count and can make a difference. 2. This election got America to do something together. No matter if you were Republican or Democrat today every American was at the polls voting for whomever they wanted. 3. I enjoyed following the debates and the race for our president. It's weird I never thought I'd like politics, alright I still don't but it gets kind of competitive, I think that's what I enjoyed about it the most.
Today America has elected Barack Obama to be our 44th president, Regardless if you checked his name on your ballot or not, we have a special duty to do for our president and that is to pray for him.

"I urge you, first of all, to pray for all people. Ask God to help them; intercede on their behalf, and give thanks for them. Pray this way for kings and all who are in authority so that we can live peaceful and quiet lives marked by godliness and dignity." -1 Timothy 2:1-2

Celebrating Victories

Living in the MOMENT

Today was one of the best days I've ever had, it was so cool just hanging out with my mom. I know I know I'm a mommas boy but even now that I see her practically everyday I really don't spend that much quality time with her. What amazed me today was what this lady from lenscrafters said about our family. First off she was impressed at how patient I was, to tell you the truth I wanted to be home but I was just there to support my mom and help interpret for her, but I'm glad for twitter kept me busy! anyways her last remark blew me away... so I decided to take a picture of my sister and my mom and we were all just laughing saying that she looked like the Hispanic Sarah Palin (haha not really) and the lady told us "Wow I've never seen a family so close and have so much fun, I enjoyed helping you guys."
As soon as she said that I remembered our new series "30 days to live" and what P. Ant preached about "Living in the moment" why wait till someone tells you when it's your turn to kick the bucket, live out every moment as if it were your last!

Who will you vote for?

It's time to VOTE!! First of all I am really excited about this year, why? because I finally registered to vote. It took a while for me to vote, roughly around 5 years! (sorry) There is a huge buzz around this years election and frankly both major candidates leave me wanting to submit an absentee ballot. Although it's a hard decision to make I think I have come to a conclusion, I will be voting for...haha, anyways this vote is not a laughing matter and I'm not sure where you stand either with Obama or with McCain just understand this, that as faithful Christians and Americans we owe it to our country and to God to vote! so let you voice and convictions be heard Novemebr 4th!!
I had a hard time coming to my conclusion but here are a couple of blog post that helped me define my conclusion:

1. Cameron Strang- Founder and Editor of Relevant (One of the BEST post, pretty long though)
2. Perry Noble- Senior Pastor of New Spring church (This post is in your face, no corners, just straight to the point!)
   
3. Ed Young- Founder of Ed Young Ministries, has this series online or on itunes called "Politicked" (He says he will tell you who you should vote for, this will be interesting)

I'm Back

I took a loooooooong break from blogging and a lot of other stuff, but I'm back! Just want to say thank you for all of you who were able to shoot up a prayer for me, I felt it, and for that i know can say that I am healed, Thank You Jesus!
Well where do I start....It's been an amazing week and we going to be rolling into another great weekend starting this Friday with our very own Harvest Party here at CWC Milpitas also we will be starting our new series this Sunday, "30 days to live." (rumor has it that Troy & I will be speaking)

Before I can post anything else I just want to share my heart a bit with what God has been dealing with me lately:

God has put the book of Exodus in my heart, just to read and study. So far so good, I'm glad I did because I am learning new insights from Moses. I’m coming to believe that Moses is my favorite bible character, besides Jesus you know. I am 6 chapters into the book and I want more! Yes I know the story, my mind already jumps to the finale but new things seem to be jumping and standing out. Moses was a great man, but it was Gods plan for his life that kept him aligned. "For every plan of God there needs to be a man (or woman) of God." How easy would life be if we all had a single road map with directions telling us what to expect and what steps to take, life would be easy, right? God gave us this life with a couple of mysteries that only we can figure out by taking those steps of faith. As of this point my life seems to be in a hazy journey where I'm not so sure of my next step, but I kind of like it because it forms a dependency on God. The book of Proverbs concludes that the beginning of wisdom is the fear of the lord. Fearing him not like I fear Freddy Kruger but fearing him knowing that in him are all things and that without him my life will be a living nightmare. I need him, so I fear him. In a way my fear produces more faith, and the only way to please God is by faith!

Prayer Request!

Hey everyone I was battling in putting this post up but if I believe in Prayer why not? Well I'm asking your help in praying for some of my needs, if you can and have time shoot up a prayer for me, please!

• My throat- It's been killing me. I need a healing, and a quick one. I went to the doctors and they said I have a severe throat infection.
  
• A new job proposal- I was suprised to even be asked about this job opening but I truly believe it's all God, just been working with the company for 3 months. There is a lot to do here but if it's God's will the door will remain opened for me.
  
• School- missed a mid-term yesterday, but emailed the teacher hopefully he has as much grace as God does (maybe not).
• Our Harvest month- This is my 5th harvest month with CWC and I'm as excited as my first year. Pray that God will do a great might work in the souls that will get saved there.
  

Now What?

"They went past the first and second guards and came to the iron gate that separated them from the city. The gate opened by itself for them, and they went through it. When they had walked down one street, the angel suddenly left him." -Acts 12:10

Peter finally experiences freedom! The Angel of God leads him out of prison but all of a sudden disappears. Now What? I don't know but I could just imagine Peter asking himself that very question, "Now What God? you took me out of the first and second guards and we passed the gates of the prison, and now you just leave me out here in the middle of the streets, Now What?" Doesn't it feel sometimes like God is leading us, and we can feel it too, then all of a sudden He is no where in sight. I have experienced those moments myself, but I don't think God leaves us half way just because, but I think he plays a little game of hide and seek. He wants us to search more passionately, more intimately, and with more persistence. Just because God is doing a great work in our lives does not mean we have to let down our pursuit for him.

There will come times when I do feel like God has left me alone and I too might ask my self that question, "Now What?" but it's in those times where I have to remember Deuteronomy 31:8 It's these times where I have to remind myself that I am not alone, but GOD is on my side!

Lord I just want to say how grateful I am to be called your son, that even when I think you're not there and I may question your integrity, you are a man of your word and you say that you will never leave me nor forsake me. Forgive me for ever not believing you, I take this word as a reminder and as a word of comfort that lets me know you are with me and I am with you.

Beautiful

There is a new series happening in NewSpring, that every woman MUST check out and guys too. It's titled: "Beautiful, A series for Women and the Men who pursue them." It's pretty insightful and real cool!

Everyone loves money

Today was an interesting day, I listened to my podcast as I walked to school and then started my journaling session. What was surprising was that both my journal and the Podcast both related to FINANCES. Finances is something that all of us deal with, money makes this world go around, but God has a different twist on the way the world looks at money. I heard this message by Perry Noble on Money. He says that 16 out of the 28 parables are about money!
So my journey started off here in Malachi 3 and just a couple of verses into it God asks a profounding question, "Should a person rob God?"
Well this question kind of irritates you, or at least it does for me. I was raised in church and was always preached by my parents, "Remember to take 10% for your tithes." As a kid i really just wanted to say HECK NO! I didn't understand the principle that my parents were trying to instill in my life. Well I have to thank my mom and pops for that valuable lesson that I will cherish and instill in my family one day. As I got older and started sweating for my money I also noticed something else, and here is a confession, "It started getting harder to TITHE!" Just because my paychecks were getting larger and larger (yeah right) my hand held my money tighter and tighter. Today I realized the many times that I robbed God. Several times that I missed giving my tithes, or didn't give when I should've, but before I get all down I'll never forget how God came through for me. See I have given tithes and I still do, but I remember my biggest check that I ever received. I honestly didn't want to give all my tithe because that would be almost $100. I wrestled with God, and finally he challenged me to give, not just 10% but 15% and guess what I was OK with that. I really didn't see any fruit but in His time God blessed me, double of what I tithed. I stood there with a new check and I remember telling God thanks because He kept his promise.
There is something that Perry Noble says in his message, "God doesn't need your money, you need Gods blessing!" this is so true, we need Gods blessing for our lives. If we trust God with our money, we will see more of Him in our lives.

Busy

Well so far this week seems like it's getting busier and busier, but just wanted to share some quick blogs that really encouraged me.

The first one is for any leader who has felt insecure at one point. This really spoke to me because I have fallen int this category several times. I allow what people think to determine my potential. It's crazy the plans that God has for one, they seem to big and too far fetched almost impossible but still God calls, will you and I answer? If you have ever felt insecure about leading well check this out.

The next blog is from one of my favorite bloggers Perry Noble. He writes about something that P. Nick spoke about last Friday, which he titled "Purposely Seeking." This blog just adds more detail to what P. Nick was speaking about.

Sunday Night REwind

• Woke up and read some emails, and listened to this interview of one of the most influential pastors of this generation Perry Noble.
• We ended our current series: Everyone. Can't wait for what is next.
• I'm getting excited, Disney Land is right around the corner, Yesssss!!!
• Ant suprised me with an on the spot intro! thank you, haha.
• CWCMilpitas is about to have a website, I'm really stoked bout this! making things more proffessional.
  
• Amanda and I went to eat out at Pasta Pomodoro, had some chicken Parmesan, yummy.
• Talked to my brother, he might start a blog, but ya he's doing good.
  
• My Grama is home, so you know what that means...!PUPUSAS!
• Finally got to see my mom and sister, although I see them almost everyday, I still miss them.
  
• Took my Sunday afternoon nap, not as long as i hoped but it was good enough.
• Amanda came all the way from SJ to pick up her phone that she left in the car (if leaving your phone in the car means getting to see you again, then you should leave your phone more often, haha)
  
• Church was good over here, the youth is really stepping up! 3 of them spoke today and I was so proud of ALL of them.
• My mom closed service today, now I know where I get it from.
• Today was an overall Great day!
• Thanks to EVERYONE who made this day Great.
• GNITE
  

Velvet Elvis

I was on Bart today after hanging out with Amanda and I started listening to this old audio book that I purchased on iTunes along time ago called "Velvet Elvis" by: Rob Bell. Here are some quick notes I jotted down while on Bart.

• "Salvation is for all of me"
• "No amount of success can heal ones soul."
• "Wherever you go, there you are"
• "It's easier to keep going than to stop!"
• "They (Pastors) are to scared to look weak!"
• "Are you smoking what you're selling?" :)
  
• "Jesus rarely gave answers, but ASKED several questions."
• "Disciple-to be like their rabbi"
• "If you see your discipler walk on water, then you believe you can be like him."
• "The Rabbi has faith in his disciples."
• "Rabbi's choose disciples not because of who they are but who they can become."
• "Jesus leaves, but trusts His disciples to make more disciples."
• "Jesus believes in me, God has faith in me, and the Rabbi knows I can be like him."
  

Who are you pleasing?

Keeping up with this weeks series "Change Happens" I have to say sorry for not posting anything yesterday, but I was CHANGING things up in my room I gave it a new look! I like it, there is more space and hey it looks cleaner!
Today's reading brought up one verse that just bothered me. I mean WHY would Jesus want this for our lives? I think Luke must have been writing this real late and must have gotten some words mixed up. So what is this scripture that I'm talking about you might be asking? well here it is...

Luke 21:17 says "ALL people will HATE you because you follow ME."

I mean how could this be, why would Jesus say that ALL (and that is a lot of people) people will hate me because I follow Him? The lifestyle that Jesus lived is contrary...wait let me go back, the lifestyle of this world is contrary to the lifestyle that Jesus lived. Ever since Jesus stepped into the picture, starting in Matthew, He seemed to do everything a tad bit different. Being born from a virgin wasn't really the proper way to come here on Earth, performing miracles on sacred days was cool but went against every religious leaders calendar, giving up one's life for people that He didn't even see (like me and you) has us in awe. Jesus seemed to do things just a little bit different. It really shook up the norm, irritated the status quo, and for those reasons and many more the people HATED Jesus.
So I came to think that if everyone is always happy and loving you, are you living the lifestyle of Jesus? The biggest struggle, I think, is when we get caught up pleasing man rather than pleasing God. We put all our focus in catering what man wants that we forget this is not our church but it's Gods church. So if you haven't experienced HATE in one way or another, you must question your lifestyle, "Am I living a life that is contrary to Jesus or constantly like Jesus?"
If our life is to be Christ followers mustn't we EXPERIENCE his lifestyle. I mean if we are expecting to be hated on by this world, I'm also expecting those miracles, those multitudes, the out of the box teachings, and everything else that was and is Christ.
if we do find ourselves trying to please man we have to CHANGE our methods and minds and remember that the only way to please Him is by FAITH!

Change Happens

Have you ever had a hard time seeing, finding, or just experiencing Jesus? I know I have. In our reading today Zacchaeus also had a hard time seeing Jesus. Luke 19:3-4 explains that Zacchaeus had a hard time seeing Jesus mainly because of his height, most of us might remember singing this song when we were younger.
So what happens when our view of Jesus gets faint? what can we do? well I am trying some new things to freshen up my quiet time with the Lord.

1. Changing the scene- I don't know where you journal or spend time with the Lord, but I usually spend my devotion time in front of the computer in my office (not really an office but it's my room) I've decided to change things up!
   •first I'm going to try changing the look of my room, the feeling of something NEW makes all the difference.
   •I'm also going to try journaling in different places this week, changing the scene.
2. "Brand" your week- I remember Ant used to pick a word or a phrase to start his week, and he would apply that word or phrase throughout the week in his journaling. Every month our church tries to "brand" a new series. This month was "Everyone" and soon we will be entering into "One Month to live." Try branding your week by making titles for your focus point. This weeks series, for myself, is entitled "Change Happens."
   
3. New translation- There are several translations out there, but which one is the best for you? well only you can decide that. I have always used the 'NKJV' just because that's all I really knew that was out there, but now I have been reading the 'NCV' version which I really enjoy and recommend but I think I'm coming to a point where I might choose a new translation, thinking about 'NLT'. What has worked for you?
4. Accountability- This one might be something that I have heard for a long time but at times I refuse to do. Staying accountable helps me stay focus and on track. Even this blog is a great way to stay accountable to all of you. Accountability isn't meant to condemn you but to challenge you. I'm going to choose around 2-3 ppl to stay accountable to with my devotional time.
   

What's on YOUR IPod?

Well I just wanted to share my top ten songs/podcast that are playing on my Ipod at this very moment.

1. How he loves Us- Kim Walker
2. La nina de tus ojos- Daniel Calveti
3. Forgive Me- Group1Crew
4. New Spring Church podcast- Perry Noble
5. Far Away- Nickelback
6. More than I- Commissioned
7. Experience Life Church podcast- Chris Galanos
8. No matter what- T.I
9. Whatever it takes- Life House
10. Still- Hillsong

What's on YOUR Ipod?

Sunday Night REwind

• Woke up this morning feeling hecka tired!
• Had to teach Best question ever today.
• woke up with my heart feeling heavy, still not sure why?
• Had a personal talk with P. Ant on the way to church, things are starting to shift in our lives.
• Church was different, but in a good way, routine was changed and the congregation was challenged.
• There was a whole family who came to visit all the way from Merced, they found us on the news paper. I honestly think it was all God, they needed to hear and experience today.
• Worship was AMAZING, like always. but they (worship team) brought it in a whole different way today.
• Pastor Anthony had his A-game today, and it was definitely needed!
• "People" are tough to deal with, but that's is my passion.
• The church and myself are all going through it, but it's making us STRONGER!
• Check out this blog that has really encouraged me and the CWC Milpitas team.
• Amanda looked so gooooooood today ;)
  
• Talked with my brother, i hecka miss him, but he's hard tyming it like always, haha sorry JR.
• I left the keys inside P.Nicks office so I had to jump over, really dumb.
• We were invited to go to Claim Jumpers, but I had to deny because I was fasting, ahhhh, well it was worth it.
• After prayer at my dads church, we all headed to SIZZLERS, now it wasn't no Claim Jumpers but hey it hit the spot.
• Watched the Red Sox lose to Angels, booo!
• Chatting with Amanda while typing this
• Watching the food network, their making Fried Chicken and Waffles! can you say HELLA GOOD!!
• Going to hit the shower and get ready for bed.
• I think my sister is getting sick so I need to becareful
  

BIBLE JOURNEY...

• Esther 1:4- These guys knew how to PARTY!!
• Esther 1:12- Don't make any decisions while you're filled with emotions, whether anger or excitement.
• Esther 1:13- King Xerxes had his group of wise council, 7 men, who he asked for advice before making a decision. Who is in your realm of wise men or women?
• Esther 1:20- Lately I've been hearing this podcast about relationships and marriage (I wonder why?) you can check it out here, but they have concluded that women need LOVE while men need RESPECT.
• Esther 1:22- Husbands/Men we have the RESPONSIBILITY to LEAD!
• Esther 2:3- This reminded me of a beauty pageant and the movie "Mrs. Congeniality."
• Esther 2:12- Before Esther could meet with the king she had to prepare for 1 YEAR! just to meet with him. How are you preparing for your visit with the King of Kings?
  
• Esther 2:17- Esther had to be FINE and FAVORED, to be the one chosen amongst all those other women.
  
• Psalms 150- PRAISE the Lord!
• Luke 17:2- Don't be the cause of some one else's sin.
• Luke 17:3-4- As hard as it is to forgive WE need to know how to FORGIVE those that have hurts us.
• Luke 17:12-13- Jesus sees and hears you even if you are FAR away from Him.
• Luke 17:16- Why the emphasis on "Samaritan" well in those days the "Samaritans" were the lowest of the lows, nobody expected much from them, so to see this "Samaritan" come back was a HUGE shock.
• Luke 17:21-God's Kingdom is already IN you!
• Luke 17:30- "Jesus is Coming!" Now i have heard that since I was a little kid, but never has his word and what is happening around this world line up as much as it is now a days that all I can say is "Jesus is Coming, soon!"